Question for Everyone.

What is a BEST friend?

I want to delete everyone from my life but except for five people, seriously... you kind of all suck. You are all mean, rude, hateful, self centered, spiteful, people. You don't give a shit about my feelings, and I know im sure fucking tired of caring about yours, FUCK OFF.

I am fed up with people making me upset, and people bothering me all the god damn time. I get my feelings hurt constantly by others, and its just about enough.

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Rant

after thought: "I mean it's the truth, but how juvenille it is.... Are they? Or me? Or are their actions?"

I haven't posted in a while, I've been out of town.

Im so gross right now, I need to dye my hair, wash my face, take a shower, shave my legs, make myself clean and fresh again, this week is a new beginning time to get fucking serious Savannah.

I'll update later when I have time, right now im in a rush.

I am slowly starting to forget what friends and real friends are, you know the ones who talk to you everyday and ask how you are? Or tell you they miss you. Damn shitty.

Everyone from home didnt make me feel as welcome as I would have liked, I doubt i'll be going back to Wilmington for awhile now. But oh well...

I am really sick, last night was retarded because of how drunk I was. So stupid.
and I hardly remember getting into my dorm last night, and the ride home from VA Beach.

I will have an interesting post soon, when I figure out what to talk about, thanks.

yesterday I coughed up blood, today I am going to start the stop of smoking cigarettes, because apparently they are taking control of my lungs, plus I dont have the money, this is going to be the hardest ever. period. i love my ciggys so much.


:(
goodbye newports, I think?

remember this? I dont.

KIDVID @ Influx Tomorrow night!

KIDVID Arrising Electro/House/Remixes DJ with a killer play list
he will be last on the 1's & 2's -making panties fall off since 1987



check out the new mini mixtape out today , heres the link ----->

http://www.zshare.net/audio/5577849226626eca/










HEAR IT LIVE AND IN PERSON ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT! And possibly The Camel- (rva) Friday night the 20th of February.

siq headache and chest ache that wont go away

christy said twitter so here it is?

http://twitter.com/SoSaucey

yeah its on the page

home in richmond again, but I guess I dont really consider this place home, after being in wilmington for 3 1/2 days. I miss it so much there already, and this weekend was good.

I dont have much to say right now, except that I need to shower and leave my dorm so I dont decide to sleep the rest of the day.

not much

to say lately, but I guess thats how it goes. Valentines day was Valentines day, I hate it every year, and I hate it this year, I hung out with my friends/family/and people I love. the inbetween.

new mixtape from KIDVID, I think everyone should check it out.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/55479048e7ae6674/
RVA Electro/House/Remixes DeeeeeJayyy.









I guess I am going to start adding in music things I enjoy, and basically whatever I want.

I can't do anything right. I'm constantly told I ruin everything good. He told me, and now you are. Way to go Savannah. And I'm so tired of letting something else control me.

What am I supposed to do, pretend like its not happening until I stop breathing and crying hysterically. Jesus.

PANIC ATTACKS: Panic attacks are very sudden, discrete periods of intense anxiety, mounting physiological arousal, fear, stomach problems and discomfort that are associated with a variety of somatic and cognitive symptoms.[1] The onset of these episodes is typically abrupt, and may have no obvious triggers. Although these episodes may appear random, they are a subset of an evolutionary response commonly referred to as fight or flight that occur out of context. This response floods the body with hormones, particularly epinephrine(adrenaline), that aid it in defending against harm.[2] Experiencing a panic attack is said to be one of the most intensely frightening, upsetting and uncomfortable experiences of a person's life.[2] According to the American Psychological Association the symptoms of a panic attack commonly last approximately thirty minutes. However, panic attacks can be as short as 15 seconds, while sometimes panic attacks may form a cyclic series of episodes, lasting for an extended period, sometimes hours. Often those afflicted will experience significant anticipatory anxiety and limited symptom attacks in between attacks, in situations where attacks have previously occurred. Panic attacks are commonly linked to agoraphobia and the fear of not being able to escape a bad situation. Many who experience panic attacks feel trapped and unable to free themselves.


SYMPTOMS: Anxiety can be accompanied by physical effects such as heart palpitations, fatigue, nausea, chest pain, shortness of breath, stomach aches, or headaches. Physically, the body prepares the organism to deal with a threat. Blood pressure and heart rate are increased, sweating is increased, bloodflow to the major muscle groups is increased, and immune and digestive system functions are inhibited (the fight or flight response). External signs of anxiety may include pale skin, sweating, trembling, and pupillary dilation. Someone suffering from anxiety might also experience it as a sense of dread or panic. Although panic attacks are not experienced by every anxiety sufferer, they are a common symptom. Panic attacks usually come without warning, and although the fear is generally irrational, the perception of danger is very real. A person experiencing a panic attack will often feel as if he or she is about to die or pass out. Panic attacks may be confused with heart attacks.


I want to meet someone, who can make these go away.

LISTEN TO:

Asobi Seksu- Familiar Light (Twins remix)

The Presets- Girl And The Sea (Cut Copy Remix)

Bloc Party- One Month Off ( Filthy Dukes Remix Vocal)

old favorite :)- Does it offend you Yeah?- Dawn of the Dead (Station X Remix)

and thank you.

hereeeezwe go.

^^ favorite ash tray :)

just realized how much i love it.

uh oh, is all I really have to say..

the bay.

they bay this weekend was fucking awesome, its conisisted of many things i am not able to mention on here ahah but needless to say we had so much fun, and putting a bunchha pot heads together is the funniest shit i have ever seen.

golf carts, boats, macaroni and cheese, mixed drinks, bongs, bowls, blunts, everything was so much fun. I am really happy Kristen and Jessie invited me , I needed a short break from Richmond.

and now im home and its nice to be back.

we are all on the edge.

downloaded Homesick the new A Day to Remember album, so amazed. So enlightened, and so optimistic, amazing what some music does to you, and the wonderfull memories it can bring back.




Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone

You know i've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down

So run like hell,
sleep with one eye open
You can forgive or forget
You will tell everyone the damage done
Too bad you can't stop me
You can't stop me now

I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose

LASTFM

www.last.fm/user/Sauccy

check that shit.

all time favorite.

my headache won't go away

im ready to go back to North Carolina and see my friends and family
jesus

it wasnt supposed to be this hard

things, I want.

Rane Mixer, so I can learn how to do this shittttt.

2 Of these please to practice on! 

And 2 of these.

The interface box.

The most beautiful car I have ever seen, and the thing I want most. Of course.

Iphone!

New Macbook Pro.

Sony Cyber Shot.

So I guess I have a lot of money to be saving .. hahah. If I even had a job.