downhill.

100%

Elizabeth Fritz, realize what a best friend she was. I miss her so much. What the hell.


Probably one of the only human beings around lately that I talk to everyday. And enjoy it.

This week has been very busy. Wednesday night was Influx, in Norfolk, and I had a really good time, and last night I spun for the first time @ Nara. Regardless of the amount of people that ended up being there that night it was a first good night for me, and I feel a lot more comfortable in front of people now. 

I've always been a person that loved to show my friends music and djing is basically that.

Anyways, Im doing good lately. No ups or downs really just pretty level. I miss home so much though, and I really miss my friends. But my mom is the most.

I leave for LA in 8 days. Can't hardly believe it.

I need this bath mat, my floor is repulsive.




This hotel is beautiful, and located in the mountains of Sweden, I wish someone would take me here, I need seclusion.

ps. this should be called "Savannah's Anger Blog"

why am I pissed off all the time?

and how come I don't want anything to do with you anymore?

Spring break started for me Thursday after my class in the morning. And a recap would be too much, I reaaaaaaally missed Wilmington though, and being home so much made me realize. I kinda hate Richmond a lot. And everyone in except for the few people I hang out with, everyone else can honestly fuck off. 

I have become pretty content with the haterz in rva, the ones that hate me for no reason and make up stupid bullshit about me thats not true. But who gives a fuck.

They are all fat, nasty, lame, or fucking straight up stupid anyways. It kinda makes me lol.

this has been the most relaxing, fun, good weekend with my family and friends.

spring break 09' competeing with spring break 08'

It's been a little stressfull lately. But I am in Wilmington now till Wednesday. MC came with me :)

I guess, i'll update this later.

thanks MC

Most of the time, I don't feel good enough for the people that I am supposed to be good enough for. I have been told I don't meet their standards or needs for what they want or what makes me happy. Ive been hearing this though since I can remember, so basically a lot of years.

My stomach is constantly in knots and Im ethier up or down.

It upsets me always.

as we would say

aLl h@terrrZSz b0unC3

its snowing outside. 8 to 12 inches. I have been waiting for this. 

The view from my window.

And this is has been the hardest past week for me, Im so emotionally drained I dont know what to do with myself anymore. In the morning I wake up and wonder if getting out of the bed is really worth it just because I know of the pain to follow later on. I am just ready to go home and visit and see people that I love and that dont hurt me. Good god. 

Ive been a violent rage and mess too. It was rediculous and has became even worse. I am just going super super crazy. And I know people are going to talk shit about me for the things I did, but honestly couldnt give a fuck.

guuuuush.

figure out why I made this small.