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It's 3 AM on Sunday night. Time to spill. I don't have class till tomorrow @ 2.

I got my lip pierced today. I guess something I had been waiting to do for years.

I really wanted my medusa done. But I am trying to wear my septum down from now on and that would just be too much going on. So I went with something I always wanted. I guess the only thing left is a little diamond stud in my nose. 

I feel so rediculous for getting all this since I moved, but I couldn't when I lived at home. My parents cared too much about my appearance.

Anyways, Mirage and Aslyn are the sweetest things that I have ever see. They are at oscar's now and I think they like it there, I know he will take good care of the babies and if he doesn't i will hurt him. hahha.

Oscar is such an amazing person. I love him so much it's rediculous. He is my best friend here. I talk to him and hang out with him more than anyone here, and I guess that is the way I like it. He has got such a good heart and so much potentioal, he loves with his whole heart too, just like me.

I just texted Grant, I really miss him. He was such a great person to me, and the best big brother I could have. It's nice to know even thoug we don't talk that much he will still care about me the same.

Finally, this is the first time all day my lip isn't hurting. It has been hurting so bad. I didn't expect this kind of pain hahah. Im such a baby.

Anyways, Blake and I are great. I love him so much. He got me through tonight and feeling sick and missing home, and my mom. Thank god for that boy, I don't know where I would be without him.

I miss my mom too. So much. I feel like I have been going crazy without her. I am thinking about going home soon to visit. I just know if I go home then I have to see Blake and everyone else too, and I just feel so stressed about all of it. Not that it's bad I have to go see people. But just that it stresses me out. I wanna be able to spend like quality time with everyone. I just don't get that lucky then.

I feel like I have wrote too much already.

Summer left today, we had a good time. She got this weird part of her ear pierced today and thats when I got my lip. My outline should be done this weekend! AND I can finally go see it!

Lovelovelove, time for bed finally.