christmas eve.

I want to remember this Christmas, just as it was. Stressfull, emotional, chaos, and ups and downs.

I have become nocturnal while being home, I don't really exisit in the sun light.
It doesnt feel like christmas at all, and I hate it. Christmas is supposed to be this excting holiday but since im not a child anymore I guess I just dont get excited like I used too. I already know my big present anyway. Its a plane ticket to LA for a week in March.



I already know my new years resolution too, exciting if it happens.