I have realized that in Richmond, I honestly haven't met that many people I feel I can trust. It's hard coming to a city and not knowing anyone and trying to start over and get people to know you and things of that nature. I have made so many friends, but to me they just seem like just people I know. Not people I feel like know me, or want to even know me, Im so eager to find genuine people, and so eager to make a friend that I know I can trust. With the walls I have built though, no one will ever get close, I just want someone to realize how much of a big heart I have and that I AM genuine, and I do want satisfaction with friendships, relationships, and anything in between. I have my boyfriend, and a couple girls I know I can really look too in times of need. For now, I will just say I am happy with that.

Richmond will continue to stay new to me, until I have really learned about the people I spend my time with and made my group of friends. I don't feel very close to anyone yet, everyone seems to be out for themself.